Life is full of silly walks and dead parrots

YOU HAVE BEEN SERVED! nuff said.....bahahhaha

So haven't posted in awhile. Not much to write about day by day when on mat leave lol Soooooo what to start with hmmmmm. Well went to my BFF Stephen's work xmas party. Was a complete gong show. A bunch of our friends work for that company and whenever they are all out together craziness always ensues. Was awesome seeing them again, crazy that most of us have kids......lolIt was at the Rideau Carleton Raceway, super nice place. Had a huge buffet and of course lots of slot machines!!! haha didn't win much, just enough to cover what I spent lol

Next went to go see the Sens vs Habs game. Was good until Ottawa started playing like huge asstards ugh somethings never change........ Those two are the big outings I've had. One thing that's great living with the rents. Once Ava is down for the night I can go chill with my friends for a bit :)

In between all that I saw my other BFF Laura. Known her pretty much since grade 2, we go wayyyyy back. Chilled with her and her bfriend a few times. My other BFF Chrissy, who i've known since high school. There it was the 3 of us. Laura, Chrissy and I. She came and raided a bunch of Ava's old clothes. Her lil one is due at the beg of Jan. Soooooo can't wait to meet her (yes it's a girl)

Now onto the lil one hehe. Well she has started rice cereal.......very interesting. She opens her mouth for the spoon but once the cereal is in there it just dribbles out haha that or she likes to chew on the spoon. All in all it's fun watching her but messy! She is soooo finding her voice and just likes to yell and shout. My mom like to joke saying " Pay back's a bitch ain't it" haha. I was NOT the easiest child to deal with..........god i'm hoping Ava does NOT turn out like me :s

Well that about sums up my last few weeks. Looking forward to Christmas. Gonna be sooo cute watching Ava! She'll be more int in eating the wrapping paper then her toys lol

Well this weekend was pretty fun.

Friday I went out with my BFF Stephen. We went to Georgetown Pub and just chilled watching a few hockey games. I'm trying to hang out as much as possible with him, since he's moving to Calgary at the end of Dec. No idea how i'm going to handle him moving. He's been there through sooo much. I've known him since around 1999. We are pretty much the same person and I can tell him everything. Ugh if it wasn't for BB messenger I would be lost when he moves. But luckily for that we can keep in touch easily.

Sat I didn't do to much. Watched Ava play for most of the day and watching her do her spit bubble thing. She soo loves it, esp when she's in the Jolly Jumper. Just making that motor boat sound with her lips..... the puddle I have to clean up is quite phenomenal haha. Watched the game and of course we lost in the shoot out. At least we got a point though

Sunday Ava had her swim lesson in the morning. Obv she was doing her spit/motor boat all throughout the class. Everyone thought it was sooo cute lol. My mom and I went shopping in the aft. Spent wayyy to much money at MAC. Even though we had a tough time throughout high school we get along ok now, but we still have our issues. That's a story for another time ugh. But I'm not complaining since she bought my makeup hehe We also had wayy to many issues not spending money at baby Gap. Grandma def wants Ava to be well dressed lol
My bro came over for a fam dinner ( and yes I'm living with the rents until I go back to work, damn EI and no child support) but dinner was great. Had an awesome lamb roast. After, I met with Stephen at the New Eddy to watch the Grey Cup. So not into football, but I do understand the gist of it. And can't believe Sask lost due to a technicality ughh very shityyy (note* my fam is from Winnipeg so we all go for the West teams) In the end it was a very awesome weekend. And can't wait for Stephen's xmas pty next weekend.

Latah for now!

Well this is my first blog...hmmm so bare with me. I guess a little bit about myself won't hurt. I'm 31 and I have a beautiful 5 month old daughter. I'm outgoing yet quiet and shy at times. I usually don't like to be the center of attention, I love to watch from the outside. Though at times depending on my mood I'll put myself in there. I am definitely a lot louder (esp during a hockey game haha) and more outspoken now then I was in the past. And won't put up with a lot of crap from people

I was always or I guess more "felt" like the shadow of the group. I didn't consider myself popular, but did have a large group of friends. But we weren't part of the norm or popular crowds. But I was part of the raver/skater crowd throughout high school. We didn't follow the MEC trend that was popular during high school. I was quiet and just kinda followed the crowd, wasn't a leader. I was really easy going and almost too nice. Hence why alot of people would use that to their advantage.

Don't want to spend to much time on the past but all of that made me stronger and made me into who I am now. I will speak up for myself and won't let people use me or push me around anymore. I'll tell it like it is.

Okie dokie now to talk about the reason I guess I wanted to start blogging. Soooo much I need to get off my chest. Ugh alot of crap going on recently. I mentioned early I have a daughter. She is my life, sooo beatiful and quirky haha. Loves making spit bubbles and just pretty much spraying it all over the place. I would never change anything about her buuuttttt I would change who her father is. He is an ABSOLUTE DOUCHEBAG. He had the nerve throughout the entire pregnancy to promise me he would be there 100% for her IF she turned out to be his. Obv that's not the case. We did the test and she was def his. That was when she was 2 months. For about 2 weeks after he would txt asking about her and only stopped by 3-4 times and only for about 5-10 min. And I suggested we make up our own support and visitation aggreement and he agreed. But each txt slowly became longer and longer apart. After a while i just was soooo fed up and let him know that I'm going to do everything legally now. It wasn't a threat but I just couldn't wait around for him to start helping support his daughter. Also I just wanted to cover my butt and get papers stating what custody I had. He said "Sounds good! Alot easier for me so see you in court" He even ignored the agreement letter my lawyer sent. So hence why it's now going to court.

So pretty much that's where I am right now. I just can't get over how someone does not want to be involved in such a beautiful little girls life. Guess it's just sooo hard to give up the partying and getting laid. Well whatever he can pretty much go fuck himself right now.

Haha well that little rant helped a bit. Anyhoo it's such a gorgeous day outside. Can't spend it all day on the comp.